Day 1: My kids
I am so thankful to have been blessed with children. I haven't had any issues getting pregnant or having children. I know I'm not great at being pregnant, but as I always tell Bryan, it's 9 hard months for an eternity of blessings! I have wanted to be a mom since I was little. And that was probably one of the hardest things about being single until my late 20s...not being able to start my family and have my children. And since I've been a mom, I feel this urgency to get my kiddos here as fast as I can. I know my life wouldn't work for most people, but for me it has been beyond perfect! Each of my kids has been planned out and we've been so blessed to get pregnant when we want. And the fact that my children are healthy has been another huge blessing!
I love being a mom. There are some really crappy moments that come with being a mom. You never get a day off, you deal with all the crap (physically and emotionally), you're supposed to know how to fix everything (when you have no idea what is wrong or how to go about fixing it), your kids know how to push every button you have, and sometimes it's just hard. BUT...there are some freak'n amazing moments that come with being a mom too. When their world is falling apart, you can fix so much just by holding them, and when they are sad they just need you! They make me laugh every day by cute expression or funny things they say or do. I've never experienced the same kind of satisfaction as I do by watching my kids figure something out. And it's awesome how much of my heart is wrapped around these two little people!
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